Sunday, September 30, 2007

this is so freakingly crazyy. imagine 2 quizzes and 2 midterms next week. mon, tues, wed and saturdayy. its no wonder clara is dyingg. rawrs.

school term has been quite normal, loads of lessons and mugging and projects inclusive. whats new. i should be used to it by now, but i still cant help wishing that dec will come soon. i will probably quit my job at just edu permanently, yet i feel bad towards people there, esp my I/C who has been really nice to me. and it's not like i've been mistreated or the working environment is terrible. i guess having worked there so long with good pay, it makes me feel a bit reluctant to let go. money is a powerful motivation tool, learnt from mpw.

back to the dec hols, am thinking of doing some internship somewhere. i dun mind the pay, just wanna beef up my resume, portfolio, whatever you call that. gain some experience too. but the thing is, i have no idea what i wanna pursue. OBHR? corp comms? finance? urgh. im struggling so hard with finance, having my darn midterms tml. its killing me.. killing me softly... with his note.. killing me softly... lalalas.

family has been a disaster. i foresee some major changes, but have no idea what they are at this point of time, so its just mini me in my mini room and my GIANT pile of notes every night. yea, something like that la huh.

went mambo after such a long time. WOW. wasnt too keen, but i needed to meet up with the gang since i have been MIA-ing according to kor. and also to pass ruix her bday present, i dun wan it to rot in my room until dec. im quite sure of that happening. had some fun, met some people. true. after so long not seeing him, it does feel a bit weird. but the sense of familiarity sets in somehow. although the past will always be reminisce, it will not change the present. emotions may stir, feelings may pour, but at least i know where i belong. and it's good enough for me. definitely.

gotta hit the books again in my mini room. will update again. hopefully, soon. (: tata.

wishing;
9/30/2007 03:05:00 PM

*dilys and clara
*deecla
*19
*Blah blah blah...

Stars of my life
::manling::
::shuyi::
::sharon::
::eUg::
::sompong::
::bimbotic ler!::
::yings!::
::pui kor::
::lanbo::
::nana!::
::mad!::
::bong!::
::wuuu hui!::
::siyin!::
::diL aka dee::
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Searching for a glimmer of hope

To My friends who are... engaged
~the true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together
but how good you are for each other~

To My friends who are... still holding on
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone in life and fall in love
only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be
and you have wasted years on someone who wasnt worth it.
If he isnt worth it now
he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now
Let go~

To My friends who are... heartbroken
~Heartbreak last as long as you want
and cut as deep as you allow them to go
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreak
but to learn from them